sigh. stolen time on the com again. rahh. this sucks.
briefly, this has been my life over the past week:
last friday: teacher's day celebration. ri's was quite cool and funny lol. very funny. the performances were okay. then went back to tao nan. their celebration wasn't as good, but i sat through it cos i didn't want to leave halfway. went for lunch at kfc. thought i saw rachel there. lol. nevermind. went to play badminton afterwards. for hours.
last saturday: cip. at pasir ris. we went to pick pong pongs. whee. well at least it was kinda fun, to be honest. was playing softball most of the time.
sunday: my parents went away! YES! til tuesday night. slackk. haha.
monday: went to play badminton with brandon, issac, bek, ying, sal and bea. on the pretext of a project meeting. lol.
tuesday: mov play rehearsal. went to school, walked on stage for 5 seconds and came off. like about 20 times. slack also. then my parents came back. ):
wednesday: MUGGING.
thursday: MUGGING.
sigh. how sad. i guess this how it's gonna be. ohyeah here's the poem i wrote, with kai's help, for the english competition.
Fairytale Heartbreak
When I looked into your eyes,
I saw an angel in disguise.
A soul sent down for me to find,
your name had always been in my mind.
A love not possible to compare,
a force that drove away all my despair.
For you I would give my all,
I would be there to catch you if you fall.
Be it rain or shine,
you would always be just mine.
A special place in my heart,
my feelings for you I would always guard.
And whenever I saw you smile,
the emotions in me ran wild.
Whenever I saw you cry,
my heart wrenched, as though I would die.
Each night as I laid in bed,
thoughts of you ran through my head.
I yearned for your hands to hold,
without you the world would have been so cold.
Staring up at the stars in the sky,
I had never even doubted why.
Because I knew, like that the sea is blue,
my love for you would be forever true.
Or so I had thought.
It was the story I had bought.
All this while, we were pretending,
but I knew this scene was impending.
That’s when it began to sink in.
I knew it, in my heart, deep within.
For some reason, I don’t know why,
I knew that we had to say goodbye.
Deep in my heart,
I don’t want us to part.
But however I know,
This is all just a facade, just a show.
I don’t want to face up to this,
To take us out of our complete bliss.
But I willed myself, preparing to speak.
From the corner of my eyes, tears began to leak.
But I know this sentence has to be said by me.
“Maybe we just weren’t meant to be.”
sigh. FUCK. I WANT TO GO OUT. I WANT THE COM. I WANT MY MP3!!! sigh it's been living hell without my k5. i hate this.
says i don't wanna be in love. not anymore.
