you know, sometimes you just have to listen to music and cry while lying in the darkness? last night was one of those 'sometimes'. not to the extent of crying, but tearing. i don't understand while my life is so unfair, so screwed up. maybe it was my parents, or just seeing how happy and cheerful others are, that led to this. i'm supposed to become cheerful after seeing other cheerful people, but no. it didn't work that way. it provoked the emo-ness inside me and led to this. this fucked up shit. what i'd do for a day in someone else's life. what i do for you.
so much for my happy ending
let's talk this over it's not like we're dead was it something i did? was it something you said? don't leave me hanging in a city so dead held up up so high on such a breakable thread you were all the things i thought i knew and i thought we could be
you were everything, everything that i wanted we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it and all the memories, so close to me, just fade away all this time you were pretending so much for my happy ending
so much for my happy ending
you've got your dumb friends i know what they say they tell you i'm difficult but so are they but they don't know me do they even know you? all the things you hide from me all the shit that you do you were all the things i thought i knew and i thought we could be
you were everything, everything that i wanted we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it and all the memories, so close to me, just fade away all this time you were pretending so much for my happy ending
it's nice to know you were there thanks for acting like you cared and making me feel like i was the only one it's nice to know we had it all thanks for watching as i fall and letting me know we were done
he was everything, everything that i wanted we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it and all the memories, so close to me, just fade away all this time you were pretending so much for my happy ending
you were everything, everything that i wanted we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it and all the memories, so close to me, just fade away all this time you were pretending so much for my happy ending
so much for my happy ending so much for my happy ending
My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne
i cannot find a way to describe it it's there inside, all i do is hide i wish that it would just go away what would you do, you do, if you knew what would you do
all the pain, i thought i knew all my thoughts lead back to you back to what was never said back and forth inside my head i can't handle this confusion i'm unable; come and take me away
i feel like i am all alone all by myself i need to get around this my words are cold, i don't want them to hurt you if i show you, i don't think you'd understand cos no one understands
all the pain, i thought i knew all my thoughts lead back to you back to what was never said back and forth inside my head i can't handle this confusion i'm unable; come and take me away
i'm going nowhere [on and on and] i'm getting nowhere [on and on and on] take me away i'm going nowhere [on and off and off and on][and off and on]
all the pain, i thought i knew all my thoughts lead back to you back to what was never said back and forth inside my head i can't handle this confusion i'm unable; come and take me away
take me away take me away take me away take me away
Take Me Away by Avril Lavigne
i walk a lonely road the only one that i have ever known don't know were it goes but its home to me and i walk alone i walk this empty street on the boulevard of broken dreams where the city sleeps and i'm the only one and i walk alone
i walk alone i walk alone i walk alone i walk a-
my shadow's the only one that walks beside me my shallow heart's the only thing that's beating sometimes i wish someone out there will find me til then i walk alone
i'm walking down the line that divides me somewhere in my mind on the border line of the edge and were i walk alone read between the lines what's fucked up and every things all right check my vital signs to know i'm still alive and i walk alone
i walk alone i walk alone i walk alone i walk a-
my shadow's the only one that walks beside me my shallow heart's the only thing that's beating sometimes i wish someone out there will find me til then i walk alone
i walk alone i walk a-
i walk this empty street on the boulevard of broken dreams were the city sleeps and i'm the only one and i walk a-
my shadow's the only one that walks beside me my shallow heart's the only thing that's beating sometimes i wish someone out there will find me til then i'll walk alone
Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
sigh. if only you'd even care about me. maybe life would have some meaning after all. but that's never going to happen. i love you, ___________.
please, i need you. just look towards my way. just notice me. notice how without you, i am nothing.
fairytales are beautiful lies; [posted at 12:02 AM]
PERSONAL INFO calvin khor
14
15.06.93
raffles institution
1L'06/2L'07
add me on msn at locked.emotions@hotmail.com (:
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LIKES friends
using the com
soccer
music
other random stuff
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DISLIKES homework [though it's close to a hate]
tests [almost a hate as well]
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LOVES she's the one true love ♥
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HATES naggers
liars
bitches
bastards
hypocrites
hating; and being hated
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OFTEN FOUND stoning
slacking [slackers ftw!(:]
chatting
emo-ing [though less nowadays]
dreaming of her
